Today i will talk about how i started taking steroids. I have been researching a lot on the net about steroids, benefits and side effects and after 3 weeks i had to choose between testosterone and dianabol (naposim).

The fact that testosterone is injectable didn`t scare me but, because it was illegal i couldn`t just go to a doctor and put him to inject it to me and i didn`t knew how to make a proper injection on my own.
I was afraid of touching a blood vessel or my sciatic nerve.. so i decided to choose dianabol (naposim).

Arnold Schwarzenegger admitted to use dianabol (naposim) and that was encouraging wasn`t it?

I knew all about the side effects and that it could affect my liver or the kidneys but i was willing to take a chance. After i told my friend Jim, he started telling me more and more things that i didn`t knew and he showed me examples.

Jim wasn`t pro or against it!

He made me promise that i will think about it and so i did. After another week i started searching for providers and didn`t have enough confidence in them. Jim helped me get 5 packs of dianabol (naposim) with 20 pills per pack and that meant i would of get 5 pills per day:

I got 1 after training because the level of testosterone grows at its max in the evening and along with it grows the level of estrogen and with dianabol`s (naposim) help, the level will pass some barriers and the risk of gynecomastia gets higher too.
So it was easy to think about it.

Was it worth it?

I guess yea.. because if i was following a strict diet i would of been shredded and godlike

Instead this is what happened:

Did you hear about steroid rage and gynecomastia?

For me it was a real fact, once at school someone said something and i cracked and jumped at him and started a fight.
Water retention was another side effect of dianabol (naposim).I felt like a sponge. I was euphoric all the time because i just felt great from the pills. My hair remained the same, but gynecomastia was pronounced with dianabol (naposim), still i had gynecomastia since i was 12.

I got huge and powerful

Another month passed and i`ve got from 62 kg to a considerable weight of 87 kg. From all that muscle mass of 25 kg, 15 were of fat.
I`ve fought with Jim and i was on my own. I started to have lots of work at school and for two months i stopped training. I missed the gym so much .
But everything got much better in my life.. summer came and i really had performance, but about that in another part ( to be continued)